Another rough day

Another rough day. So many things happened one after another, and seeing my dad hurt frightened me. I worry about his age and his physical health, but I’m grateful that his mind and spirit remain strong.

Tonight, I choose to hold on to faith instead of fear. I believe he will be okay. I believe the doctors will guide us through whatever comes next. And I believe that my family and I will make it through this difficult time, just as we have made it through so much before.

Taking a deep breath, I put myself back together.

I believe I can keep myself strong enough to face all of this. A person who is always trying to lift the spirits of others must carry a strong spirit within herself, too.

I may feel heavy, hurt, worried, and tired. I may cry, and I may have moments when everything feels like too much, but none of it will break me.

I will keep moving forward. I will keep finding my strength, not only for the people I love, but also for myself. I may bend under the weight, but I won't break. I know we will get through all of this.